Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Does He Know You?

There has been a lot of talk lately about big named pastors and large churches. It seems like every time we turn around there is some pastor in the news… And it makes me that much more grateful that I serve a pastor that is wholeheartedly committed to teaching Scripture, context included. And, the entirety of it. Not just the portions that we (or he) like to hear about, all the while encouraging his parishioners to study for themselves. His honest desire (that is displayed in his words AND actions) is for all under him to have a relationship with the Living God through His written Word!  It adds a level of safety that many churches cannot provide its members.

All this talk of pastors and churches has led to my listening and reading various articles, sermons, blog posts and other information. It has also refocused my attention on certain aspects of the Christian life, and what the Word of God has to say about it. And, it is a scary thing… and it breaks my heart.



This attitude that it doesn’t matter how I live because I’m a “Christian”… “I’m free to do and act however I please” is quite troubling to me. Not just because I’m a Christian and don’t agree, but because I know many people who believe this, completely, and I’m worried for them. I’m worried because I don’t know how they can KNOW the same Jesus I know, and how Jesus can know them. And that breaks my heart… but it also puts enough fear in me that I want to be sure I’m where I am supposed to be…

It isn’t a very popular teaching anymore, but sin is a big deal (Romans 6:23). And not just the “big sins”, but any sin. All sin separates us from God. We are all unrighteous (Romans 3:10-11). “We are not born again to become a better version of our old selves” (Christine Caine).  There should be a change in desires when we are created anew (2 Corinthians 5:17, Galatians 6:15). Will the Christian still struggle and still be tempted, and still sin? Of course; none of us is perfect. But, I do believe we should be striving to be just that – more like Jesus, day in and day out – perfect (Matthew 5:48).

I lived in the garbage of sin for a long time, all while calling myself a Christian and going to church and doing everything that a good little Christian girl should do… but not growing in my faith or maturity as a Christian, or living a more holy life. I was living with my boyfriend, for one. And I knew it was wrong. Yet, every day, I made the conscious choice to stay in blatant rebellion to God’s commands. There was no power in my life, because I wasn’t walking that way. And, now, I still sin. I still struggle with certain things. But, I have different desires in my life. I WANT to please Jesus. I want to live my life in such a way that I’m walking closer toward Him every day.  And, that, I think is the mark of true salvation… true repentance. My faith grows continuously. However, my repentance does as well. There are more and more things that I recognize as not God-honoring and that I should turn away from. This whole idea of sin not mattering in my life because I’m “saved” seems silly when you consider that, in order to be saved, I was purchased by Jesus, bought with a price (1 Corinthians 6:20). That means, I am no longer my own. My body is not mine to do with as I please. I belong to Jesus, and His desires for me should be becoming my reality.

I think there are a lot of “Christians” that are living life, and banking on the belief that a loving God won’t send them to Hell as long as they said a prayer one time or made a decision one time. I say that, mostly because I used to be one of those… but, I don’t see that in history. It surely isn’t shown in the Scriptures. Actually, just the opposite is shown… just look at the flood. Or here’s something interesting… the angels fell, and God didn’t provide them a Savior. And, if He had not provided a Savior for me, it would change not one single thing about who He is… He would still be just, and loving, and holy. My acceptance or disregard of Him has no impact on who He is.

I want to know Jesus. And, I want to be sure that He knows me (Matthew 7:17-23)! I heard a teaching that says the implied meaning of that phrase “I never knew you” is this – Jesus is saying, I didn’t know you. We never walked together. We never talked together. We never had a relationship. He is saying this to the very people that are saying they prophesied, drove out demons and did many mighty acts in His name! He’s not saying that to the people who denied He even existed.

My desire is to draw closer to Him, becoming more like Him in the process. I’m surely not very good at it… but it is my aim. It is my goal. I pray that it is yours as well. And, if it isn’t, I pray that the Lord would draw you to Him and His Word!





** Please note – I listen to a lot of teaching and read a good bit. Because of that, I don’t want to leave anyone with the impression that any of this is an original thought of my own. Any and all of the comments above may have been borrowed from and have certainly been influenced by any or all of the following people: Chas Haynes, Charles Haynes, Ned Crosby, Paul Washer, Francis Chan, Christine Caine, and Ravi Zacharias. **

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